***Nalo means lost in Hawaiian
Mana is spirit or power
Haumea and Wakea are ancient gods; Laka is their daughter, the goddess of hula.
Akepa: is a scarlet or yellow-green hawaiian honeycreeper
Last night he dreamt again of the past.
the answer disappears with the finches
when he wakes
under his mystical banyan
in Kalihi Valley.
The tree that he knew
as a child
which shows him its mana
in the howl of the damp
in the leaves
whispering her name
combing-out memories
tangled within their dark stillness.
Coarse roots stretching back
to the time of
Wakea and Haumea.
A goddess born from Haumea’s eye
Kapo has many names
one is Laka.
Laka can be seen
as a lizard or
a human.
Her chants
awaken
the old spirits.
He is blinded
afraid of her truth
a truth that haunts his stirring dreams.
He knows that
the stones of life
by the spouting waters
can heal him
from her intrusion
but he is lost.
Wandering alone
as he seeks the old path
that the kahuna spoke of
long overgrown and forgotten.
He remembers
that the words to her song
guide the way
but they are as faint as the stars
in the tropical sun
invisible
in his frantic mind.
He bargains with her for the key
but the guardian
taunts him
detecting his weakness
for drink
and keeps his path
shrouded in darkness.
Countless moons wax and wane
as flocks of mischievous Akepa
gather leaves and weave seed leis
within the coarse black strands
of his lengthening beard
as he sleeps
at night
between the broad roots at the
foot of the banyan
its thick branches
shielding him
from her wiles
as he fitfully rests
inside their sway.
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
A Poet Lives Here
A
Pithy
Observant
Evocative
Tattler
Lassoes
Images, and for a
Voluble show of approval will
Enlist
Spell-checker, cliché
Half-truths
Euphemisms
Rambles, rants and
Eminent domain.
Pithy
Observant
Evocative
Tattler
Lassoes
Images, and for a
Voluble show of approval will
Enlist
Spell-checker, cliché
Half-truths
Euphemisms
Rambles, rants and
Eminent domain.
Monday, September 13, 2010
Pricing Philosophy
I am GOD of my section
omnipresent
directing the flow
making the ultimate decisions
as to what stays
what goes
how much to charge
how little
which polished newcomers
get an all access pass
to Bill’s Bookmobile
which ones go on to the prisons
and hospitals
And what inevitably gets called home
to heaven
the tired,
marked up
mildewed,
highlighted ones
with post-its stuck
in irretrievable places
spoiled and unsalable.
Hell has to wait
its turn after
a dissertation on morality
even bullshit
endures my scrutiny
green in my omniscience.
The list
of human
speculation
is endless
in fact
stacks of them
keep petitioning
for another audience
hoping
for a different outcome.
Love
my favorite
usually ends up
at the top of the pile
since I am
GOD
and GOD is love
and well
because I said so!
omnipresent
directing the flow
making the ultimate decisions
as to what stays
what goes
how much to charge
how little
which polished newcomers
get an all access pass
to Bill’s Bookmobile
which ones go on to the prisons
and hospitals
And what inevitably gets called home
to heaven
the tired,
marked up
mildewed,
highlighted ones
with post-its stuck
in irretrievable places
spoiled and unsalable.
Hell has to wait
its turn after
a dissertation on morality
even bullshit
endures my scrutiny
green in my omniscience.
The list
of human
speculation
is endless
in fact
stacks of them
keep petitioning
for another audience
hoping
for a different outcome.
Love
my favorite
usually ends up
at the top of the pile
since I am
GOD
and GOD is love
and well
because I said so!
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Friday, September 10, 2010
I Touched Death 15.25
I touched death’s icy hand
and peeled back my crying skin
glued on
with false hope
safety pinned with lies.
This couldn’t be him
who
had captured my heart
cradled me in his hot embrace
searing, empty promises.
This wasn’t him, in this shiny black casket
in this frozen parlor.
This was a wax mannequin
an empty shell
pumped full
of foul juices
preserved like the frogs
ready for dissection
in 10th grade biology
I was dreaming.
My fingers touched his
hard and fixed
his death mask
distorted smile
carefully dressed in a suit.
I thirsted for his affection
slit without warning
on that dark haunted road
black as a tar
black as a bottomless well
yearning for the splash.
Frozen screams
skated across the green bog
trapped
beneath thick black ice
fists hammering an opaque ceiling
tagged and trapped in the horror zone
waiting for some sign
that I could still see him.
Shredded like a rag doll
sliced by hot steel
by a drunken monster in a black Cadillac
blood drained,
organs extracted
at no extra charge.
Waiting for one last damp kiss
before his appointment
with Mr. Grim.
and peeled back my crying skin
glued on
with false hope
safety pinned with lies.
This couldn’t be him
who
had captured my heart
cradled me in his hot embrace
searing, empty promises.
This wasn’t him, in this shiny black casket
in this frozen parlor.
This was a wax mannequin
an empty shell
pumped full
of foul juices
preserved like the frogs
ready for dissection
in 10th grade biology
I was dreaming.
My fingers touched his
hard and fixed
his death mask
distorted smile
carefully dressed in a suit.
I thirsted for his affection
slit without warning
on that dark haunted road
black as a tar
black as a bottomless well
yearning for the splash.
Frozen screams
skated across the green bog
trapped
beneath thick black ice
fists hammering an opaque ceiling
tagged and trapped in the horror zone
waiting for some sign
that I could still see him.
Shredded like a rag doll
sliced by hot steel
by a drunken monster in a black Cadillac
blood drained,
organs extracted
at no extra charge.
Waiting for one last damp kiss
before his appointment
with Mr. Grim.
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