The Tide Beyond Time

 The Tide Beyond Time

Freedom did not change Katya.

It simply removed
the collar.

She was still the cat
who paused
for lonely people.

Still the traveler
who noticed
small sorrows
before great disasters.

Still the one

who would trade
an afternoon
to spare someone
a lifetime
of regret.

The difference was choice.

No summons.

No invisible ledger.

No voice
claiming

it knew
what history required.

If she answered a call,

it was because
she wished to.

The universe,
it turned out,
asked more politely
than people ever had.

She was not alone.

Waiting on a weathered pier
where no map
could quite remember
the shoreline,

sat Tiki.

Carved from ironwood.

Salt-worn.

Patient.

An old Indonesian fishing master
whose eyes
had watched tides
long before clocks

learned to count.

His little boat
floated
on impossible water.

Some days
it crossed oceans.

Some days
it crossed centuries.

Neither journey
required explanation.

"You are late,"
Tiki would say,
without looking up

"I arrived tomorrow,"
Katya replied.

"I know."

He always knew.

Together
they accepted
only the quiet assignments.

Not kings.

Not wars.

Not fortunes.

Those things
made too much noise.

Instead—

a child
who almost gave up
drawing.

A widow
who needed
one last dream
of her husband.

A sailor
who chose kindness

instead of revenge
because a silver cat
sat beside him
through the night.

A scientist
who looked up
at exactly
the right second
and asked
a better question.

A librarian
who found
the misplaced page
that changed
a single sentence—

which changed
a single life—

which quietly
changed
the century.

They repaired
frayed threads.

Never the whole tapestry.

Only enough
to keep it
from unraveling.

"Big heroes,"
Tiki liked to say,
mending a net
that somehow

caught memories,

"always want
to save the world."

He tied another knot.

"The world
is too large.

Save breakfast.

Save a promise.

Save one frightened heart.

The world
usually follows."

Katya listened.

Cats,
despite the rumors,

are excellent listeners.

When the work
was finished,

they returned
to the tide beyond time.

Sometimes they fished.

Not for food.

For forgotten songs.

For misplaced courage.

For the names
of people
history had thanked
without ever remembering.

On calm evenings,
they released them all
back into the current.

Nothing,

Tiki insisted,

should remain lost
forever.

Katya would watch
the ripples widen
across impossible water.

She no longer wondered
whether the universe
was ruled
by secrets
or by love.

Perhaps,

she thought,

both existed.

But only one
was worth
helping.

So she followed
the kinder current.

It had never once
failed
to find
the sea.

 

When Time Came Looking

 When Time Came Looking

At first,

Time was annoyed.

Everything
had its place.

Mountains.

Stars.

The rise
and fall
of kingdoms.

Even grief
kept a schedule.

But not Katya.

She had slipped
between the seconds
so often
that her footprints
no longer agreed
with one another.

Time searched
the obvious places.

Yesterday.

Tomorrow.

The afternoon
she first opened
her amber eyes.

The evening
she became silver.

Nothing.

Only the faint scent
of rain
and cedar.

So Time
did what it had never done.

It slowed.

It wandered.

It began asking questions.

An old woman
feeding sparrows
remembered
a silver cat
who stayed

until she laughed again.

A fisherman
remembered
sharing tea
with a wooden master
and a cat
who knew
where the fish
would be tomorrow.

A little boy
remembered
finding courage
because something
soft
had leaned
against his leg
when no one else
believed him.

Time gathered
their stories.

None of them
were important enough
for history.

Together,

they outweighed

an empire.

Finally,

Time found Tiki
mending a net
beside impossible water.

"Where is she?"

asked Time.

Tiki smiled
without surprise.

"You are asking
the wrong question."

"What should I ask?"

"Ask
what she became."

Time waited.

Tiki tied
one more knot.

"She became
a place."

"A place?"

"A refuge.

Whenever a soul
believes
it has reached
the end
of kindness,

it stumbles

into her."

Time looked
across the water.

"I cannot see her."

"No."

"Why not?"

"Because
you only measure
what passes.

Katya
became
what remains."

Time had no answer.

It had measured
the age
of stars,

the heartbeat
of atoms,

the slow dance
of galaxies.

Yet it had never learned
how to measure
a single act
of undeserved mercy.

Then,
for the first time
since the beginning,

Time
removed its shoes.

It sat
beside Tiki.

They fished
until dawn.

Not for moments.

For hope.

And somewhere
beyond calendars,

beyond prophecy,

beyond every clock
that had ever chimed,

a silver cat
slept beneath
a moonlit tree,

dreaming
of someone
she might help
tomorrow—

though tomorrow
would never again
be able
to catch her.

 

After the Dog Days

 After the Dog Days

There comes a morning

with no alarm
except birds
arguing over berries.

The clocks still turn,

but none of them
are hers.

No one is waiting
for the expected mistake.

No invisible hand
tugs the string.

No audience

keeps score.

The old life
becomes a weather report
from another valley—

perhaps true,
perhaps exaggerated,
certainly distant.

Katya lives
where time has softened.

She knows the paths
between moments
the way other cats
know garden walls.

She naps
inside forgotten afternoons.

She drinks
from rainstorms
that have not yet reached
the ground.

She remembers futures
that never happened

and mourns them
only briefly.

Freedom,
she discovers,

is not escaping time.

It is no longer
being pulled through it.

The great machinery
continues somewhere.

Names rise.

Empires fall.

People spend lifetimes
trying to become
the center
of stories.

Katya
becomes impossible
to center.

She belongs
to windowsills,
to moonlit roofs,

to libraries
where the oldest books
have forgotten
who wrote them.

Children sometimes
catch sight of her.

They swear
the silver cat
was there

before they opened the gate,

and somehow

already waiting
on the other side.

Old women smile
when she appears.

"Ah," they whisper,
"you're still traveling."

Katya never answers.

Cats have always known
that silence
is the safest passport.

Years become feathers.

Centuries

become dust motes
turning in warm light.

She carries
no revenge.

It would be too heavy.

She carries
only curiosity—

the one possession
that grows lighter
the farther one walks.

Sometimes,
on the longest evenings,

she returns

not to interfere,

not to warn,

not even
to remember—

but to sit quietly
outside the house
where her younger self
still believes
every shadow
must belong
to something larger.

She watches
the frightened cat

stare into the dark.

She wishes
she could speak.

Instead,

she stretches,
closes her eyes,

and leaves behind
a single white whisker
on the doorstep.

Enough
for the younger one
to wonder

if perhaps

there is a future

where she survives
all of this.

And somewhere
beyond the reach
of every net,

every story,

every hand
that ever mistook
love for ownership,

Katya curls herself
into the shape
of a question mark

beneath a sun
that has forgotten
how to set.

For the first time,

time
goes looking
for her.

Dog Days--Escape

 Dog Days--Escape

It was the web of deception,
the careful arrangement
of mirrors facing mirrors.

Threads
thicker than perception,
knotted beneath the floorboards
where no one bothers to look.

I am wrapped in it,
a fly that learned
the web has rhythms.

The games continue,
rules rewritten
before each move,
the whole ball of yarn
rolling wherever

someone else's hand decides.

Heat rises
from the bed of coals
I stepped onto
thinking it was a road.

She is the root,
or so they want me to believe,
holding the lattice together.

So I stop pulling.

A trapped animal
teaches the snare
nothing
by thrashing.

I blink slowly.
I purr on cue.
I chase the string
they expect me to chase.

I become
the cat they have already written.

Meanwhile,

I count the heartbeats
between their lies.

I learn
which doors are locked
only by habit.

I bury my tracks
in yesterday,
leave tomorrow
where no one thinks to sniff.

Time has always been
my secret scratching post.

I visit quiet hours,
the forgotten minutes
that fall behind clocks,
collecting keys
no one remembers making.

When they look,
I am sleeping
in a patch of afternoon sun.

When they don't,
I move centuries.

The web cannot catch
what refuses
to struggle against it.

Silk breaks
one patient strand
at a time.

And when the last thread
lets go,

there is no chase,
no triumph,
no dramatic goodbye.

Only an empty windowsill,
a drifting hair
caught in the light,

and the faint impression
that perhaps

the cat

never knew anything at all.

 

i Didn't Die Last Night

 I Didn't Die Last Night

The current arrived
wearing the face of chance,
a silent predator
slipping beneath the skin of the house,
testing its bones
with invisible fire.

It began
with the breaking of a tree limb,

its weight surrendering to gravity,
falling across the power lines
like an axe
laid against the artery
of the neighborhood.

One broken branch
became a messenger of chaos.

The current played its cruel game—
I dare you.
One heartbeat.

One spark.
One breath
between ordinary living
and an obituary
no one was prepared to write.

The smallest things
fell first.
A lamp surrendered its light.
Faithful appliances
gave up their usefulness,
each one warning us
that something unseen
had awakened.

Our home became
a body in distress,
its veins carrying
more than they could bear.
We were no longer its keepers,
only passengers
inside a vessel
whose pulse had turned against itself.

I pulled plugs
from the walls
as though drawing arrows
from wounded flesh,
then fell to my knees,

where fear
strips pride
to the marrow.

I prayed
for mercy,
for wisdom
that comes too late,
for forgiveness
of ignorance,
of the quiet omissions
that gather unnoticed
until they stand before us

wearing the face of consequence.

Then came
the answering lights.

The electric company arrived
like watchmen
crossing the darkness.
Their hands knew
what ours could not.
Patiently,
they followed the hidden language
of wire and current

until they uncovered
two broken connections—

wounds
left by the fallen limb,
small fractures
capable of becoming
a funeral.

With practiced precision
they mended
what could not be seen,
restoring the pulse
without ceremony,
asking nothing
except room to work.

Five houses
stood together
on the edge
of the same unseen cliff.

Five families

were given
another night.

Sleep would not come.
My mind wandered
through rooms
still echoing
with the sound
of what almost happened.
Silence itself
felt fragile,
like glass

waiting for another crack.

Morning arrived
without applause.

Steam rose
from a cup of tea—
honey,
cinnamon,
and lemon—
a quiet communion
for someone
who had awakened
to another borrowed day.

I walked the house,
counting losses
that money could replace,
making a list
that included
a new pair of kneepads,

because gratitude,
I have learned,
sometimes leaves bruises.

Tonight
the current hums again,

its voice
soft as innocence,
pretending
it has never threatened
to become a flame.

But I know better.

I know
how thin the veil is
between shelter
and ash,

between routine
and ruin,
between this breath
and the last.

So tonight
I will count my blessings
like candles
still burning
after the storm.

And if grace
allows me

another quiet evening,

I will breathe
one long sigh—

not because
danger has vanished,

but because
mercy
arrived first.

…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Rain

 Rain

wrings the planet out,
storms strip the compass bare—
east,
north, west, and south.

A would-be dictator

lectures the wildfire
on restraint,
warning an indifferent enemy
it would be wise
to stop fighting.

What a ridiculous man,
arguing with the tide,
as if facts
could be voted away.

We are all drowning.
Them too.

Don't look up.

The lucky Linseys
have already slipped
through the exit door.

The runaway train
has frozen
inside the Rockies,
while Dumb and Dumber
shop the clearance aisles,
packing closets
already swollen

with tomorrows
no one will wear.

Meanwhile,
the mother ship
warms its engines,
ready
for the last departure.

Still,

I wait
for the sun
to find a seam

in the clouds.

I pull on my rain poncho,
walk the trail,
splash through the puddles,
and listen
for birds reckless enough
to sing anyway.

The storm
is not forever.

Neither,
I remind myself,
is despair.

…

Ancient Psychology 101

 Ancient Psychology 101

Give me a Big Mac, fries, Diet Coke—
Tomorrow's the diet. That's always the joke.

The dream of a master procrastinator:
"I'll leave him tomorrow...
or maybe later."

I've dated a loser far longer than wise,
Believing old echoes instead of my eyes.

There wasn't a prince waiting patiently there,
Just ghosts in the hallway pretending to care.

I can't post the truth where the whole world can see,
Because then all your lies would unravel for free.

I'm not who you've painted,
not wicked, not wild—
Just someone who finally
quit playing the child.

No—
it's you.

A spineless jellyfish floating with ease,
Bending to crowds with each whispering breeze.

Even old fossils have more of a spine
Than someone who buries the truth every time.

The sting finds the liar.
It always comes back.
No shortcut escapes
an invisible crack.

I've still got my dignity.
I've still got my name.
You traded yours off

for applause and for blame.

So I'm leaving.
No hiding.
No rewriting the page.
I'm done with your circus,
your cowardly cage.

Go play with the dinosaurs,
bones turned to dust.
Keep feeding the ghosts
that you cradle with trust.

They're haunting the corners
that daylight won't claim,
Still calling your number,
still speaking your name.

Teach them to blink
when the truth floods the room.
Teach them to dance
with the scent of their doom.

The tide always rises.
The sea always knows.
It buries the masks
that a coward still chose.

I won't join your herd.
I won't live your lie.
Some curses are broken
the moment goodbye.

Ancient psychology—
nothing has changed.

The ghosts keep the cowards.

The free walk away.